Occasionally, it happens: You feel yourself trusting someone, and feel yourself trusting that you’re not making everything up, that it’s not an illusion. And then you don’t worry about time quite so much, or wonder if everything’s going to get all fucked up if you blink and look away for a few minutes. You’re genuinely thrilled that someone you care about is doing exactly that thing that he or she wants to be doing at that moment, even though they’re doing it without you, and you don’t feel slighted by the fact that you’re not included… because you know they’d include you if they could. And that feeling? It’s a feeling of absolute peace and absolute calm. And it’s awesome. 🙂